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You Say Everything That No One SaysI feel everything that you're afraid to feel 2月23日 back in beijingfinally back in the land of drippy duck drenched in bean paste wrapped in round floury covers. you may have noticed that i finally have those christmas and new year pictures from thailand up. only the bangkok ones though, as unfortunately i dropped my old crappy camera into the pool on my last day in bkk, so no bikini photos from phuket ( lol). not like you'd want to see them, they'd scare you lol. anyway back to the business. the reason behind this is---- i got a brand new camera!!!!! yay! so i could put my memory stick in and connect and such and such. comprende? my new black beauty ( aha, no racism there) is a sony dsc-t10 in black ( i wanted pink but they were out of colours). i actually had to fork out 600 rmb of my own ( mum helped with the rest after lots of begging ) for it, but of course it was worth every penny. now i wont go into what the camera can do with fancy tech language cause i doubt you'll understand it's complexity (and moreover, i havent got a clue either.) but yeah, my picture taking days are back, with more excellent award winning photography to come.
so that's that. apart from that my new year has been the shit, minus the "the". and here i've listed out all the dvds i watched just because you aren't interested:
SE7EN my personal favorites? "Volver" and "Dirty Dancing 2". the former had some excellent wardrobe choices going on, and even though the story was peanuts, the tone and colour of the movie were awesome. the latter was just totally romantic dancing fun. i liked all the other movies i watched too, "Crash" especially was exceptional, as well as "Forrest Gump", "SE7EN".. oh screw that. i liked them all. even ice age 2. my recent obsessions:
dvds
i've also been doing a lot of thinking lately. especially when i cant fall asleep at night.
man, i miss Canada. edit::: I HATE MSN SPACES. the html is all fucked up and i reedited this entry 3 times. if it still looks like a bunch of shit excuse me. 1月6日 incredulousmy mates, some fucked up shit has happened to me.
this girl i do not know at all recently talked shit about me behind my back to one of my really good friends.
and told her not to hang out with me.
what is the funniest about this whole ordeal is
this girl doesnt know me.
i probably said two sentences to her at some place more than a year ago.
she isn't even in the city.
and yet, she dissed me based on an assumption that is totally ridiculous and not even true.
which i do not know where she got from, since she basically has never talked to me before.
ad not just her. another person at this school,
a person i had never had bad intentions toward and have always been nice to
this person dissed me as well.
i cannot believe this.
this is total and utter bullshit.
how dare you judge me when you do not even know me
how dare you go behind my back,
someone you dont even know,
and go badmouth me to one of my good friends?
what kind of narcissistic, self-righteous person are you?
and the fact is i had absolutely NOTHING to do with this whole shit she was talking about
and now i'm the one of the victims of her, i dont know, extremely premature menopause?
she also dissed two other people that she did not know at all,
calling them ugly sounding names
in her stupid rant.
one of these people was one of my good friends as well.
whatever.
i really do not know what kind of attitude to hold towards people who are so 不可理喻.
and to think, i always thought this person would be someone interesting to get to know,a potential friend, maybe.
how completely wrong.
everyone turns out to be a bitch in the end, eh?
i guess that's high school drama for you.
we're all just products of out-of-control teenage hormones.
i know some people might think i'm shallow,
that i'm materialistic and stupid just because i like fashion.
stereotype all you want.
do i care? ( yoojin, i love you for these famous words. they have become the words i live by. haha.)
in other words.
well. thailand was awesome, for starters.
i got this crazy tan.
i am a bronze goddess. haha.
but something horrible happened to me.
i dropped my camera into the swimming pool of my hotel.
dont even ask-_-.
so now i basically lost all the photos i took because well,
my camera is totally broken.
it's a lost cause, folks.
and i didnt get any photos taken in phuket either
because of this shit.
horrible.
but what can i do?
christmas and new years were both sucky for me though.
christmas eve= stuck with mom and relatives in phuket eating a crazy expensive christmas buffet that tasted like nothing.
new years eve= recovering from getting wisdom teeth pulled out. face swollen like an oversize balloon. look about as attractive as my former english teacher. if i went out people would probably scream at the sight of me.
so there's a wonderful holiday eh?
oh well. at least i went to the beach on christmas day. that makes up for it.
and oh, i watched a shitload of dvds after i came back to beijing.
hooray
haha
fuck. i miss two people so fucking much now.
and those two people are yoojin and chris.
it sucks like HELL that the two best friends i have ever had are not here with me.
yoojin, i would give anything to be in "the t dot" with you.
i think you are just another me.
you are like my korean twin, hahaha.
and my shopping buddy.
and my bff.
and the craziest person ever who makes me rolls my eyes the most.
but i still love you anyway.
and chris.
i'm just so used to hanging out with you that
i cant believe you're gone.
life seems to be just.
not right with you
not living right across from me
and going around doing nothing with me
so i can tell you about my pathetic love life. hahaha.
lol. what i miss the most about these two people is that
i can truly be myself when i'm with either of them.
i know that they're gonna be there for me no matter what.
i know they dont have fake intentions.
because they are wonderful.
and that's more than i can say for a lot of people.
ho hummm.
alright.
anyway. song lyric time.
i was listening to this song yesterday and it's just lovely.
the words ring true.
do you realize?
-the flaming lips
do you realize
that you have the most beautiful face
do you realize
that we're floating in space
do you realize
that happiness makes you cry
do you realize
that everyone you know someday will die
and instead of saying all your goodbyes
let them know you realize that life goes fast
it's hard to make the good things last
you realize the sun doesn't go down
it's just an illusion caused by the world spinng 'round
oh do you realize
that you have the most beautiful face
do you realize?
10月10日 honey, i wrote a surveyyou should do it, because i make good surveys, and you love me. i did it too. : )
Bold.
I live in California. I love Jamaican patties. I say “wtf” a lot. I own more than two goldfish. I love putting on beauty masks. I have slapped a guy before. I own a mac computer. I don’t have msn messenger. I don’t have myspace. I think myspace is stupid. I have instant noodles for dinner a lot. My favorite band is The Raconteurs. I have never heard of that band. I read “Nylon” magazine. I have shopped in Greenwich village, NYC. I want to get in to Harvard. I think Gin&Tonic tastes awesome. I have gotten drunk off only beer. I pass out after two bacardi breezers. I know what are the best clubs in my city. I have been denied access to a club/bar before because I was underage. I have read the book “A Tree Grows In Brooklyn”. I have a blackberry. I have a T-mobile sidekick. I have a Chloe bag. I know what Holt Renfrew is. I think Canada is covered in ice and all the people live in igloos. I should be doing my homework now. I’m hungry as hell because I’m on a diet. I have an Australian accent. I eat two twinkies a day. What are twinkies? I watch Laguna Beach religiously. I cried when Marissa died on The OC. I have a redhead friend. I am hopelessly addicted to Yakult. I don’t even know what Yakult is. I use Skype messenger. I have played Neopets before. I still play Neopets. I play Neopets but I say I don’t because it’s loser-esque. I own a TI-83 texas instruments graphing calculator. I think it’s way overpriced and damn useless. I have sold my cellphone for money before. My school is huge. My school’s caterer is Sodex-ho. I love Sudoku. I purposely let my thong show out of my jeans. I only wear open neck teeshirts. I love slouchy boots. I shop at Urban Outfitters. I am a vintage whore and proud. I only buy my makeup at Sephora. Benefit is my favorite makeup brand. I love irish coffee. I love Turkish delight. I have tried smoking before. In fact, I still smoke now. I get high every weekend. Screw that, I get high every day. Nail polish remover makes me sick. Long surveys make me happy. I listen to Britney spears. I wear white eyeliner. I love dresses. I wouldn’t be caught dead in a dress. I want more fonts on my computer. I have livejournal. I have been to www.livejournal.com/community/newestwrinkle In fact, I am a member there and post frequently. I have named my ipod a boy’s name. My friends think I’m off my rocker. I love Ikea. My school has wireless network. All my friends are rich. I wish I was rich. I guess you could say that my family is rich. I use my ipod as a usb stick. I am fluent in Korean. I am fluent in Finnish. I have been to Seoul before. I love Kimchi. I know how to pronounce “Ng”. All my friends are white. Spongebob squarepants annoys the hell out of me. I want to dye my hair light pink with blonde streaks. Side bangs are sexy. I wear/have worn “I love love” by Moschino. I wear/have worn “Light Blue” by Dolce & Gabbana. I wear/have worn “No.5” by Chanel. I would do any guy wearing Axe body spray. I have seen the Axe commercials and laughed like hell. I have been blackmailed before. I know what “Houndstooth” means. I have a friend called Sarah/Sara. My name is Sarah/Sara! My name is Cecelia. I only like guys with dark hair. Aaron Carter turns me on. I’m bolding way too many things in this survey! I’m hardly bolding anything in this survey. I am a teenager. I have been to Paris and I have been to the Louvre. I have eaten a croissant before. I am learning/used to learn French. I am fluent in French! I love cocky guys. They turn me on. Facial hair on guys is such a big turnoff. All the hot guys in the world are dead, taken, or gay. I hate my computer with a passion. I am addicted to Juicy Fruit apple. I am addicted to Listerine. I have never used hand sanitizer in my life. I only like Purell hand sanitizer. When SARS was going on , my school sterilized everything. I know someone who was infected by SARS. I have known someone who has died in a plane accident. I love love love sake sashimi (salmon). I have swallowed a spoonful of wasabi before. I have cried because of too much wasabi. I have been rejected at least 5 times. I have a crush on someone right now. And this person knows it. Sorry people, I’m taken. I am bisexual. I like to write. I go grocery shopping with my mom sometimes. My family usually has rice for dinner. I have “wretch” blog. I have been to someone’s cyworld page before. I don’t know what cyworld is. I can swear in Japanese. I have to wear a school uniform. My school’s school uniform is cute! I am on the swim team. I have a teeshirt that boasts a saying everyone laughs at. I have yogurt every day. I have straight up vodka every day. On the rocks too. I want to be a bartender. I want to be a DJ. I love the song “Hey Oh” by Tragedie. I have danced to that song. (est-ce que tu m’entends? Hey oh) Too many guys hit on me, it’s annoying. I want to be popular. I hate weird people. I have Jimmy choo stilettos. Paris Hilton is on my myspace friends list. I have been in a long distance relationship before. It didn’t work out. I’m still in it. I want to live in Tokyo. I have seen the “Texas Chainsaw Massacre”, original version. Anthony Hopkins is my favorite actor. Horror movies just don’t scare me. I think the Harry Potter movies were scary! I have seen “Saw” and “Saw2”. And I want to see “Saw3”! I am Singaporean. I love taking Japanese sticker photos/ neoprints. Ewww, that’s so asian! I’m racist and Asians are stupid. I pose with a victory sign and my eyes open as large as possible. I like making kissy faces into the camera. I am a bitch. I know that. I party/go out every single Friday. I got popular by drinking, smoking, doing drugs, and making out with girls. You should try too! Popularity really is the most important thing in High school. I wish I didn’t care about being popular, but I can’t help it, I just do! I text in class. I text outside of class. I can’t stop texting! I have had a “beard papa” cream puff before. Shit, you’re making me hungry. I hate Pritt glue. I need a new life. I love calling people on the phone. My cell needs topping up. I’m heating something up right now. I have a cat. I stick my tongue out when I can’t help it. My school’s dress code forbids miniskirts. I would never wear a miniskirt to school!!! Everyone tells me I’m too skinny. Most of my friends are fat. I think I’m hot. I don’t see anything wrong with that. I know how to say “sausage” in german. Whenever I get a hot dog on the street, I get a german sauasage. No, I get a polish sausage. I get the normal, cheaper sausages. I have been to Disney world. I am subscribed to “US weekly”. I love gossiping. It’s in my blood. I have msn plus. I wear fake eyelashes. I like shiny things. I’d like to call myself “scene”. I have posted my cell # on a myspace comment to someone before. This survey is by May.
did a shitload of surveys.Appearance. --- which generation do you belong in? The Far Out! Sixties Total: 1 Total: 0 The Rad Eighties Total: 0 The Sweet Nineties Total: 1 The Indie 21st Century Total: 2 Which total did you score most in? That's your decade!
---- LABELS -=-Outcast-=- slacker. Ha. --- .:[ Your Perfect Guy/Girl ]:. --- ->RICH KID<--
~Random~ 01. What was the last thing you ate? Sausage! hahaha Bold what applies to you I watch South Of Nowhere frequently
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